Thursday, December 30, 2010

Just Wanna Say Thank You !

the lyrics.. wow ~ mmg ada kna mngena ngn idup aq.. hapy then, kna kcewakn mcm tue jer.. apa ingt aq ney binatang ker xda prasan.. what the fish !

J Rice – Thank You For The Broken Heart Lyrics

Everything I know about love I learned from you, from you
And everything I know about pain I learned from you, from you
You were my only, You were my first
You showed me lonely, and you took me in when I was hurt
But the most important thing you ever gave me,
You was the one that hurt the most

So thankyou for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thankyou for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you
I might forget, how it feels to let go
And how it feels to get a brand new start
So thankyou for the broken heart

I still remember when you called
and said that he didn’t admit anything
How could you expect me to look at you the same way
You were my only but not my last
You showed me lonely, and you made me put you in the past
The most important thing you ever gave me was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you
I might forget, how it feels to let go
And how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

And everytime I find myself alone in pieces
I find myself I’ll just remember when you hurt me and I made it

So thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you
I wouldn’t be here, With the love of my life all my pain disappear
I’ve come so far
So thank you for the broken heart
I thank you, I thank you
For the broken heart
Oh yeah oh, Broken heart..

so, thanks again to that LITTLE GUY.. that broke my heart into a pieces.. im glad you do that :)

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Our First Trial Making Popcorn ~

ney keja adk aq la.. dya ckp pttnya letak 600 watt.. tp dya sndri p letak 800 watt.. mn xhngus popcorn kitorg.. haha.. xdpt mkn popcorn

look disgusting right ? haha.. tp, my sis said "sdap apa.. rngup2.. haha.. lepas ney kmi taw la jan trlbih wt.. we learn from our mistake :D

Monday, December 27, 2010

Pointless ~

my messy bed :D

What Was Your:
1. Last beverage: milo ais (srapan pgi)
2. Last phone call: my mummy :D
3. Last text message:  Farid ~
4. Last song you listened to: if u come back - blue (jiwangss sbntar)

Have You Ever:
6. Dated someone twice: once n xkn wt g.. sumpah !
7. Been cheated on: pnah !
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: ??
9. Lost someone special:  it called HURT !
10. Been depressed: prkra yg wjib d lalui oleh smua umat mnusia.. keh3 :P
11. Been drunk and threw up:  nk kna tali gntung ngn ayh aq.. never !

List Three Favourite Colours:
12. blue
13. chocolate
14. black

This Year (2010) Have You:
15. Made a new friend: msti la.. kwn kt cosmopoint tue.. hehe :D
16. Fallen out of love: confusing :D
17. Laughed until you cried: wt apa ktwa lau nk nnges ? haha :P
18. Met someone who changed you: ada plak.. rhsia aq ler.. haha :P
19. Found out who your true friends were: yurp ! sntiasa ada tok aq.. makaceh fren.. i luv u :D
20. Found out someone was talking about you: makaceh bb bg aq phala.. haha :P
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope !
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: suku kot ? haha.. xda la smpai half.. ngeh3..
23. How many kids do you want to have: tggu aq kwen la.. haha..
24. Do you have any pets: dlu ada kucing ma brung.. dua2 mti.. waaa ~ T.T
25. Do you want to change your name: im in love with my name.. ~cahaya petunjuk~
26. What did you do for your last birthday: duk kt umh jer.. xda mood nk smbut.. seriusly !
27. What time did you wake up today: 12 lbih.. hehe.. apa nk jd ngn ank dara zman skunk ? =.='
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : on9 smpai ke pagi.. haha.. i like it !
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: nk p balik ganu ! kopok lekor ! nyum2 :D
30. Last time you saw your father : bru jer td sblm dya tito.. apa kaitn soklan ney ?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : lau bole my weight.. haha.. mlas nk diet babe ! ngeh3 :P
32. What are you listening to right now: clicking mouse yg noise ! haha
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: ada plak
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: ntah la.. sal prasaan kot.. tkut xtrblas.. haha.. palui ~
35. Most visited webpage: of cos la fb.. byk knangan tue.. haha :P
36. What's your real name : nurul hidayah azman :D
37. Nicknames: hidayah, dayah, dai n sometimes mati =.='
38. Relationship status: single n its complicated !
39. Zodiac sign: kambing ~ aries.. haha :P
40. Male or female : mengong pny soklan ! female of cos :D
41. Elementary: tadika ntah xtaw apa nmanya.. haha
42. Middle school: sk pekan 1 (1 - 3) sk kerupang (3 - 6)
43. High school/college: smk mutiara trcnta ! huhu.. cosmopoint or klmu :D
44. Hair colour: always black
45. Long or short: pnjg.. tp xkna suwo ptong oleh c bb.. huhu
46. Height: 161 cm.. xbole tggi dh T.T
47. Do you have a crush on someone: lol ~ :D
48: What do you like about yourself: ntah la ~
49. Piercings:  xda.. sbb mlas nk brsihkn.. haha :P
50. Tattoos: ney lgi soklan.. adui ~ kna tali gntung ma ayh aq kang.. haha..
51. Righty or lefty: righty :D
51b. Innie or outie: apa mksd soklan ney ? =.='

52. First surgery: xda ler.. bdan ori ler.. haha
53. First piercing: 5 taun kot.. xingt
54. First best friend: nur ernie alia.. lup u more bebeh ! :D
55. First sport you joined: sports ? not my type.. haha
56. First vacation: sumpah xingt.. haha
58. First pair of trainers: apa kn tue ?
59. Eating: u should ask my parents lorh
60. Drinking: tali gntung jwabnye
61. I'm about to: sleep !
62. Listening: org mnguap kot.. haha
63. Waiting:  my prince charming.. bila ko nk dtg ? lma dh aq tggu ney :P

Your Future:
64. Want kids: brserah pda tkdir.. haha
65. Get married: tggu ada org msuk mminang.. ngeh3 :P
66. Career:  chef !

Which Is Better:
67. Lips or eyes: lips
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or younger: tua.. tp xnk tua kerepot k.. haha
71. Romantic or spontaneous:  romntik ler.. haha
72.Nice stomach or nice arms: ntah la..
73. Sensitive or loud: loud.. going crazy :D
74. Hook-up or relationship: brserah.. haha
75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: no komen ~

Have You Ever:
76. Kissed a stranger: tali gntung
77. Drank hard liquor: tali gntung
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope ~ xpkai ler
79. Sex on first date: tali gntung
80. Broken someone's heart: dun know..
82. Been arrested: wt msa ney blum.. mcm mo jax bha.. haha
83. Turned someone down: myb.. excidently.. hehe
84. Cried when someone died: msti la.. lau yg ada kaitn ma aq
85. Fallen for a friend: lol ~

Do You Believe In:
86. Yourself:  of cos
87. Miracles: insyaallah
88. Love at first sight: ??
89. Heaven: of cos
90. Santa Claus : sumpah aq xsmbut krismas.. haha
91. Kiss on the first date : tali gntung
92. Angels:  questionable ~

Answer Truthfully:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend in 1 time: sumpah nda pnah.. tkut kna menkn.. tp kna menkn gk.. talur ~
95. Did you sing today: sntiasa.. xkira la kt mn.. haha
96. Ever cheated on somebody: kdg2.. bila tipu sunat.. haha
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: as far as i can.. hehe
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be : msa spm.. haha
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: ntah la.. xkot ?
100. Posting this as 100 truths: yurp.. just for my pren nur ernie alia ank paci azali :D

candid ~

Its My New Life !

College Times ~

kt ctue tulis CICT right ? pdhal kos yg kmi ambl teda dlam nma kolej ney. kmi just tumpang nma dya jax. sbb, xkn nk wt kolej kmi nma KLMU kot. xssuai.. hey ! kta d Sabah bha. hehe :)

those two pictures showing my roomates. love them all. lau jlan2 kmi sllu shama2 :D

hye ~ if msuk kolej msthil teda kwan bru kn ? so, ney la kwan bru aq. hehe. dorg sgt sporting. best kwan ma dorg. tp, ada satu kwan tue, aq xshuka ma dya. pada yg taw diam2 jax la. mlas aq nk brbek ma dya. kang kna tipu idup2 g aq. sumpah xnk !

for the first time, kmi msak guna rice cooker. hehe. ney kmi msak tomyam. huhu. sgt sedap. btl x ? hehe

well, this is our house. bkn shuma k. hehe. teka la mn satu rumah kmi. hehe

Im Afraid Of ?

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure 
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ x] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s dad
[ ] boyfriend’s/girlfriend’s mom
[x ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x ] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[x ] tornadoes
[x ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[x ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

If you repost this, it’s been barequested that you title it “I’m afraid of _ out of 72 common fears”
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars

i've got 18. wow ~ normal.. im a normal person :D like it !

Hurt ~

kucing ngn anjing bole jdi kwan bek. tp ko ngn aq ? ntah la ~

seriously, aq mmg shuka la ko jdi kwan aq ney. tp npa ko wt aq mcm ney ? apa slh aq ? slah kah aq bila aq shuka ma ko ? lau slah bgtaw.. ney x, ko jauhkn diri dari aq. ko ingt aq xpasan ker ? wei ~ aq bkn bdak2 mcm yg ko anggp. im way better than a kids. im a grown up girl bha skunk ney. bkn nk brlgak la. aq sedar sgt apa yg ko wt kt aq. cuma aq diam2 jax. mlas aq nk bsing2. sbb aq tkut khilangan kwan mcm ko tue. ya, tkut khilangan kwan mcm ko. myb aq budus kot sbb mnghrap kt ko. aq rsa la kn. myb ko dh taw aq mmg syg kt ko. jd, ko mnjauhkn diri dari aq. spya aq bole lupakn ko. ur wrong dude. tue bkn cranya. cranya, ko pttnya lyan aq mcm dlu. mcm besa. teda bnda yg brlaku. ko ingt dgn cra tue ko bole wt aq lupakn ko ker ? u really wrong boy ~ npa ko xbole jdi yg dlu ? aq lebih shuka ko yg dlu. dr ko yg skunk. sbb ko yg dlu lgi bek dr yg skunk. if ko xshukakn aq. ko jan la bg aq hrapan mngunung. ney x, suwo aq krus demi ko. ko ingt pompuan mn xcair kalu owg yg kta shuka suwo wt mcm tue. kompom kta akn wt demi dya bha. adei ~ aq pown dh jnji ma ko. so, aq kna tunaikn la jnji aq kt ko. and we'll se apa yg ko akn wt kt aq kn. lau aq xrply msg ko la, byk plak ko tny kn. ko ingt aq xtaw yg ko emo bila aq xrply msg ko. dui ~ jdi yg ko sllu xrply msg aq tue ? ko xpk ker apa yg aq rsa ah ? sush btl bha ko ney.. ko tue dewasa dh. tp prangai ko stil mcm knak2. try to grown up bha. aq cyakn ko. tp, ko cyakn aq ker ? aq paam lau ko xbole trima aq jdi yg special. tp accept la aq jdi kwan ko. yg sllu ko cri bila ko susah o sng. ney x, cri aq bila sush. bila sng tinggalkn. aq pown xtaw npa ko wt aq mcm ney. agknya ko shuka tgk pompuan kcewakn ? so, jan bg aq hrapn mngunung tggi lau ko xshuka ma aq. u know what, love is hurt !

p/s : lau terasa sory. aq just luahkn apa yg aq rsa. aq hrap ko paam. jan trus bg aq hrapan if ko xshukakn aq. just lyan aq mcm dlu.. :(

He's My Inspirations :)

Justin Bieber he's always be one of my inspirations.

apa yang dya prnah lalui dlu. really inspired me. he just a kid from a small town. he's make money with singing in the street. he never give up until he become a singer. Justin Bieber is the young singer who have won American Music Award. btul ckp org. kalau kta trus usaha tnpa mnglah, kita akan nmpak kejayaan kta. lambat atau cepat. the time will decide it :)

p/s : can i meet u personally Justin ? really loves u :D

Sunday, December 26, 2010

I Love Living Life. I am Happy ~

" I love living live. I am happy. " Nick Vujicic ~

when i saw his story it gets me inspired. how man can survive without arms and legs for rest of his life. if i were at his place, i will give up. but he told us that if he can do it, so are we. without arms and legs he can managed his self. he can play golf, go fishing, travelling around the world and also swimming. like me, i do know how to play golf, go fishing and also swimming. he prove that even that he have no arms and legs he can do what normal people can do. not like me, because, in my life, i dont like to take any challenge. im afraid that i will failed. but now i realise that if i didnt take any challenge, when did i take it ? if Nick Vuijicic can do. so am i. he told us that not to afraid if we failed. because, before we can win, maybe couple of time we will feel the failure. dont scared about that, because every human in this world will see failured. even when we in exam, romance or other things. if we fall try to stand up even its take a long time to we can stand up perfectly. if he can happy with his lifes. so are we. we should be thankful because we had arms and legs to do anythings in our life. he also told that every single woman is beautiful just the way you are. he really inspired me. he also wish that he has arms and legs but he know that is provision and he must accept that faith no matter what. we dont need hand to hold, because we had heart to hold it.


if you fail, are you going to try again ?

if Nick can do it. so are we. we should not give up in our life. because we will found our sucess in our failure :D

FOR NICK VUJICIC you really inspired me. i wish i could see you ~